Just the beginning

So Valentine's has officially started. Worked eleven hours yesterday, and just shy of eleven today. Whew! That's actually not too bad. I will be shouting praises if we can keep it to eleven hour days every day! I thought working at a flower shop was busy, this is even more so. At a flower shop you are just providing for your store, granted you are also dealing with customers. But at a wholesaler, you are providing arrangements/bouquets for lots of different stores. It's crazy, and it hasn't fully started yet. Tomorrow is my first day really supervising a lot of employees. It will be good though :) I will keep my smile on and stay positive and everything should work out fine. Right? haha. That's what I keep telling myself. My feet and ankles may not be so good, but things should be alright.

I re-activated my facebook. It's so hard not to have one. I was actually really enjoying it because of how much time it freed up, but it really is difficult. That's how I keep in contact with people. Granted it shouldn't really matter, because most people don't care to keep in contact with me so why should I go through the effort. But also that's where everyone posts pictures of what is going on, things that I am missing out on because I have to work or have something else I have to be doing. And Spencer and I went to this AMAZING restaurant tonight. We wanted to get the word out on how great it was, and really the only way to get it to a large amount of people is by putting it on facebook. And I will confess my weakness. I have a need for love. I need to feel loved and feel like people care. As ridiculous as this is, seeing that someone commented on my status or something makes me feel good. Makes me think that someone is actually thinking about/caring about this weird red-head. Don't get me wrong, I get plenty of love from my husband. He is amazing that way. But sometimes I just don't feel like I get much from other people [my family does pretty good though ;) ]. Anyway, enough of that. I am SO tired and want to get some sleep before I have another 11-13 hour day at work again.